Sunday, 1 August 2010

Empty

It's nearly been a month and the wound is still fresh and open as if my heart was cut out only yesterday.

I miss him so much.

And I keep making a fool of myself through drunk texts.

I just want to see him again, be held by him again. Loved by him again.

I saw a counsellor who helped me a lot. Seeing her again on Thursday because I cannot get through this on my own. I cannot handle this constant emptiness that I feel on my own.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

He's never coming back! Now What?
Go to the Library - take out
The Power of Now by Eckhart Tolle and read it Now!
Then get on with your wonderful life!

And perhaps try to always remember - He has moved on! He has forgotten you! He is having fun again! He does not want you anymore! He IS with other women!

Anonymous said...

I agree! E Tolle!
The quicker and more completely you leave behind Jake and the pain of Jake the better otherwise as Tolle shows "... every emotional pain we experience throughout life leaves behind a residue of pain which becomes lodged in the mind and the body, and which colours our reactions to further experiences." Which means and wonderful feelings you got from Jake will be over shadowed by the pain he gave you for a lifetime and end up causing you to repeat this mistake.