My younger sister has come down to stay with me for a couple of days to keep me distracted, which is great. When she's gone I'll blog about what happened. Not that I really know. My lack of understanding of 'why' only makes the pain more unbearable. I just hope that soon he wakes up and realises what a fool he was, and how much he needs me in his life
The worst part is at night, when the thoughts of us ravage my brain, and in the morning when I wake up and go to text him, and then realise that I shouldn't.
I don't want to wake up.
2 comments:
Bright, energetic, beautiful, vivacious, generous of spirit, spunky, young lady - jake WILL pass sooner than later, if you let it. It has nothing to do with you. It's all about young men, moving through life making chick stops. Of course he was in love with you BUT wants to be in love a few more times until he's in his thirties.
Go to the gym, do laps at the pool, stay away from the bad "comfort" food. AND Stay away from the CuTTiNg
Whether you believe it or not in the midst of all the hurt there WILL be someone even closer to a soul mate than Jake, who will be blown away by your gifts. HEAL - BE at PEACE soon MOVE beyond Jake - in time you will see why HE wasn't the one!
Bright, energetic, beautiful, vivacious, generous of spirit, spunky, young lady - jake WILL pass sooner than later, if you let it. It has nothing to do with you. It's all about young men, moving through life making chick stops. Of course he was in love with you BUT wants to be in love a few more times until he's in his thirties.
Go to the gym, do laps at the pool, stay away from the bad "comfort" food. AND Stay away from the CuTTiNg
Whether you believe it or not in the midst of all the hurt there WILL be someone even closer to a soul mate than Jake, who will be blown away by your gifts. HEAL - BE at PEACE soon MOVE beyond Jake - in time you will see why HE wasn't the one!
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