Do you ever lie in bed at night and just cry? Maybe you saw a movie, and it bought tears to your eyes. Then you revisit it before you go to sleep, and the tears start to trickle out. Then they flood, and it's not about the movie, book or TV show anymore. It's about anything and everything. It's because you're scared of what the New Year is bringing - if it's bringing anything. You're scared because you don't know what's ahead of you. It's because the guy you've liked before Christmas is still just the guy you've liked since before Christmas. It's because the world is sitting on your shoulders.
You cry yourself to sleep, and then you wake up the next morning and feel a sense of relief. The tears have stopped you from going insane.
I need to cry. The tears just won't come.
1 comment:
You want to cry?
it's not the way, dear...
WANT? we cry the truest when we LOST tears. (It's a very strange feeling)
You express it well in your text in the first part, the tears start...they flood etc.
the tears will come but not because you want them to come...
Sometimes I had wanted to cry but it was not possible and tears came and surprised me other times. I don't ask them now or try to force me, I greet them when they come and you're right for the relief:
"tears are for the soul what soap is for the body" well my translation of a jew proverb.
Wonderfull text. If you've read my last comment, I must say I totally LOVE this one...
I thank you for this one. sincerely.
Write ! Write ! and write ! you were good but you improver greatly.
n.
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