Friday, 15 February 2008

Friday Disappointments

Ralph has a girlfriend. Although I'm disappointed, I'm not suprised, and I'm not as gutted as I thought I would be. I suppose that's a good sign. It's probably a lesson for me to go for guys my own age.

What upsets me is more the fact that yet another guy isn't interested in me. I know I'm young and don't need to worry about having a boyfriend, but it'd still be nice to have one. I don' see why I don't deserve one. I make people laugh, I'm little, so people feel they have to protect me a bit (aren't guys into that?), I can hold a series conversation and a silly argument, I'm realitively attractive. I'm FUN! And to be honest I don't see why some people have boyfriends when I don't. I know it sounds horrible, but what makes them better than me? I know it's not all about looks, but I would consider myself to be better looking that at least one of them.

On a positive note, I suppose at least this means the end of those horrible "is he isn't he" posts.

4 comments:

Unknown said...

While I can't help with the "why haven't I got a boyfriend yet" - from my experiences it's all about timing.

Finding the right timing for you and the other person.

And there's always the old one - perhaps you are looking too hard (I get this all the time!).

Put it down to practice SS, it'll be better next time.

So now we've finished the the "is he isn't he" stuff - how about some more pics :-D

;)

Anonymous said...

Clearly you need an older man. Methinks thou art too sophisticated for a boy your age. The French postcards, for instance, are charming in the kind of way an older man would appreciate. "Boys" would simply want more smut. Men enjoy the teasing and the romance.

You're young, and I enjoyed reading about your explorations. I hope you continue to make bold choices.

Anonymous said...

Been there, done that and got several t-shirts :) Don't worry about it.. It'll happen soon enough, I went through the same phase and all of a sudden I was interesting to the opposite sex.. I guess timing is somehow everything, what sucks is that I had no clue when 'timing' became good. It just did. :) No help I know.. basic gist is: hang in there, it'll happen.

Anonymous said...

everyone has those moments. . . Even the person who gets asked out by all the guys. It doesnt really matter if you get asked out a lot if youre never asked out by a guy you like.
Hold in there though! I know it's easier said than done and it's easy to feel lonely or shunned aside, but it's worth the wait for someone who completely adores you.
And you are young :) There's no rush! Most people land in amazing relationships when they're not even looking for them